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Heart of CoalIt burns like coal
This heart of mine
Slow to start
Love takes time
But my heart
Will forever glow
After the passion
Fade to embers
A heart of coal
A heart of coal
Is strong and tough
but hides a
Diamond in the rough
For with a heart
As black as coal
When in love
Will shine like gold
Some days it is hard to say
“Its fine really”, “Yes I’m okay”
Some days it’s hard to pretend,
And smile as darkness descends
But Some days it’s easier to run and hide
Than let them see the hurt inside
Some days it’s better to deceive
Those around you and just let them believe
Laugh and joke, act like you don’t care
Keep in the pain that’s too hard to share
Keep smiling and laughing and acting the clown
They won’t ever expect that you’re feeling down
But slowly and surely it’s eating you alive
Now it’s become a battle to survive
You’re losing yourself, this endless fight
Now you’re searching for the light
Please, don't give up.You’re not alone, even if you feel such sorrow
Please try to calm your mind and forget about tomorrow
I know that life can hurt, but from my happiness you can borrow
Please don't cry anymore, I will help you with the troublesome morrow
Even if the bad seem to be everywhere you go
Just keep in mind that you have to stay away from what’s below
And I know that you’ll learn from these bad experiences
So then you can help those who are inexperienced
Please don’t be sad, everyone has a reason for his or her existence
You can’t ever give up, push through and have resistance
The worst thing you could do is to lose all of your hope
Just promise me that you will try to never mope
One day ...
We'll find ourselves .
We'll smile , and mean it .
We'll throw away all those issues .
We'll finally 'fit' .
One day ...
We'll be happy .
We'll forget our pain .
We'll find we really do have worth .
We'll find our place .
One day ...
We'll find our strength .
We'll be whole again .
We'll finally find our place .
We'll finally laugh again .
One day ...
We'll see our hearts have healed .
We'll find joy there .
We'll have started over .
We'll finally ....be
... One day .
DefeatedAll of these golden dreams
Crash and break inside of me
What happened to the person I used to be?
Was that all a fantasy?
From smart and playful and full of hope
To broken and dark, life without scope
Inside of me my soul screams
Wishing for a master that was still free
Dragging down whatever I encounter
Beware my friendship lest I bring you down here
So many things try to drive me to madness
Can I ever dispell this sadness?
Maybe someday we will meet
So you understand my defeat
Listening to love songsI've listened to all the songs
Hummed to all the rhymes
Danced to every beat
Now I have something that is mine
But I don't know what to do
There's so much left to lose
They can find someone who loves
Better than I do
So many others who can express
Someone who can prove
That they love them more than I
Watch as life just flies by
I want to say I love them
More than any being
There must be someone elsewhere
That will treat them better than me
But they want to stay by my side
Nowhere else for me to hide
I've fallen too deep into their eyes
Now I crave their little smiles
Feel their sadness and their grief
For them, I'd walk through every trial
So i'll stay within their reach
Their something I want to keep
I'll keep listening to love songs
I will try to right all my wrongs
For them, I will be strong
They are here I want to belong
Promise LandDon't cry.
It'll be alright.
I'll see you in your dreams tonite.
Look in the bright side.
Give 'em hell.
I know you can
Cuz I trained you well.
When I'm gone,
And my days are done,
Even if you can't feel me,
I'm still here.
I'll always walk with you
Through the sand.
And I will lead you to
Our promised land.
All The Things You Should've SaidYou never said he was beautiful,
You never said how he stole your heart.
You didn't mention how he made you fall,
You wouldn't even know where to start.
He told you that he liked,
He made it obvious to all.
You foolishly denied him,
And didn't realize you would fall.
You fell for his smile,
And the sweetness he showed to you.
You fell for your best friend,
What else could you do?
Now he's done with you,
There's no way you can win.
You lost chance to be happy,
Because you lost your chance with him.
CowardiceWhen I was twelve, I was a coward.
I still am, actually. Two years and seven hundred and thirty one days of experience hasn’t changed me in the slightest.
I wish I could say what I think. Help someone out. Change something. But I don’t. I just sit there, silently hating it but doing nothing.
It’s easier that way.
When I was twelve, I saw a boy getting bullied.
When you think of boys being bullied, what do you think of? Five quid says it’s physical – punches to the nose, kicks to the stomach, theft of belongings.
Thanks. I’ll spend that tomorrow.
When I was twelve, there was a boy called Cameron in my class. Some people thought he was great. I wasn’t convinced – he’d been taking every opportunity to humiliate me and make me uncomfortable in my own skin for about a year. He said he had the hots for me. That would have been okay – if he’d actually acted like he gave a shit about anything other than my embarrassment.
Lovely Deadly SicknessShall I join you when you leave
Shall I die along side
Shall I cease to breathe
At the right hour shall I die
I still hear your words echoing through my head
They will forever haunt my mind
Those sickening words you said
That one killing line
Shall I hold your hand
Until it becomes cold
Shall I bury you in this land
Just waiting to grow old
I don’t want to watch you die
I don’t want you to get sick
You promised forever, yet clearly lied
And I can’t deal with this
Shall we spend eternity
Together in hell
Don’t you want to be with me
Until the last tolling bell
This world leaves me lonely
This world breeds my hate
Can’t you see the fine line of destiny
The destructive plans of fate
We were pulled together by some force
Only gravity can rip us apart
We were pushed into the same court
And I owe you my heart
With the words you throw around
The words you choose to say
I feel as if I may drown
And this be our last day
Blood is seeping through the bandage
Bubble GirlBubble girl;
You're stuck there lonely-
Stuck in place.
The world is foggy.
Your world's cut off.
Hot and round.
It's hard to move,
There's muffled sound.
In a constant spin:
That all clear dome.
You're bubble girl.
Heart full of ScarsI don't want flowers, not even a rose
I don't want chocolates or fancy clothes
All I want is a hug at the end of a long day
A caring hand to wipe the tears away
I don't care where we go I don't care what we do
All that I want is to spend time with you
Its not about strength, its about heart
Its about being honest right from the start
All I want is someone to hold my hand
When times are tough and just say they understand
I know I'm not perfect, I don't pretend to be
I am just me, all that you see
I don't want the moon, or even the stars
All I ask is you love me, with my heart full or scars
PetalsThe grass tickled between her toes as her father toiled away with the roses by the letterbox. She watched his fingers weave between the thorns to pat the soil around each bush, humming to some John Lennon song she couldn't put a name to. Despite the sun just tipping the horizon, she saw sweat prickling his brow and his eyes squinting against the light. The fine lines on his face were suddenly accentuated by shadow, and for a moment, she swelled with wonder.
'Maria, come here,' he said, waving her over. 'You're not going to learn anything sitting all the way over there.'
Excitement sparked her limbs into motion, and she crawled over to sit next to him, careful to tuck her skirt beneath her thighs to avoid the dirt.
He picked up a pair of clippers from beside him. 'Now, you need to snipe back these diseased parts here and there from the base of the plant. It helps it grow better.'
Snipping off two pieces of wood with ease, he deposited them in Maria's outstretched hand. Their rough textu
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